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infinitepoetess 54F
6426 posts
7/6/2020 12:55 pm
I Don't Just Want It, I Need It...



I need...
Teeth biting at my flesh until the pain merges with my lust
Hands gripping at my hair and pulling t/o feel my scalp resist
Smacks of your hand against the skin of my ass until it stings

I need...
Soft whispers in my ear that make me cum just from listening
Gentle strokes of my hair as I lay my head o.n your lap and revert in age
A reassuring hand o/n my arm t/o calm m,/e when I am about t/o explode

I need...
Guidance from you f/or better ways t/o handle my life and day t/o day
Consistency and nurturing t/o build the layers it takes t/o make D/s with depth
Steadfast security t/o give m/e the permission I need t/o let go and give it a/ll away

Song addition for this post
Addicted - Saving Abel


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/6/2020 12:57 pm

Addicted
Saving Abel

I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're rollin' round with me in between the sheets
Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, when you're lovin' me
Ooh girl, let's take it slow
So as for you well, you know where to go
I wanna take my love and hate ya 'til the end
It's not like you to turn away
From all the bull**** I can't take
It's not like me to walk away
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're rollin' 'round with me in between the sheets
Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, when you're lovin' me, yeah
And I know when it's gettin' rough
All the times we spend tryin' to make this love
Somethin' better than just makin' up again
It's not like you to turn away
All the bull**** I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're rollin' 'round with me in between the sheets
Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to the things you do
When you're rollin' 'round with me
Oh all the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, when you're lovin' me
When you're lovin' me
How can I make it through all the things you do?
There's just gotta be more to you and me
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're rollin' 'round with me in between the sheets
Oh all the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, it's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're rollin' 'round with me
Oh all the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to you
Addicted to you


JoElspanstp 70M

7/6/2020 2:24 pm

I understand that perfectly.


ARomanticSadist 54M
1298 posts
7/6/2020 3:18 pm

I once knew someone that needed all of that, but she was not in the right place in her life to accept it. Such a shame, I hope she is a better person now.


Vulpinewarrior 64M
70 posts
7/6/2020 3:20 pm

So intelligent and descriptive of how the dynamic works at the next level. Very stimulating.


aHedonist 51M
7510 posts
7/6/2020 3:51 pm

Everyone thinks it's all about the kink. And the kink is important - for like a whole 10% of it, maybe 20 some days. For me the kink is just a physical expression of something far more profound.... that trust and... just giving yourself over to something that is bigger than the sum of it's parts.

I said somewhere once that M/s relationships are co-dependant, and copped a bit of flak for it because of the negative connotations that get attached to that word. So I stopped saying it, but I've never stopped thinking it. That's why they scare me so much - I have to put aside all the self protection instincts and all the things I keep hidden and be willing to expose the bits that matter and.... history.... it's awful exposed and vulnerable out there if it goes bad. And I have to step up and try not to drop any catches because I'm catching for two and I'm not always good enough to do that. I'm plenty fallible. And the hardest part can be forgiving myself because... everyone drops some of the catches.

And we do all this for what? I run out of words trying to describe that intensity and feeling of rightness when it works: I've felt it and still can't explain it. A partner who becomes an addiction. And yet not really a partner: "the other half of me" feels more accurate. Everyone thinks M/s is like D/s but it's not... I'm not even sure if it is M/s, it feels more like S/s, because both become property of the dynamic.

It scares the shit out of me to be honest: if I don't go out there I can't get hurt but it also draws me in like a moth to a flame... Because I don't just want it.... I need it... to be truly alive I need it

*grins and mutters something about that moan when I bite and she doesn't want to move because of the pain if she pulls away... but shes trying to frantically pump her hips to orgasm at the same time because I've just gone dead still to make her work for it*


jenny14 75T  
90121 posts
7/6/2020 5:20 pm

poetess

Want and need may be different but sometimes, they merge.....:

This is BEAUTIFUL!


A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/6/2020 5:59 pm

    Quoting aHedonist:
    Everyone thinks it's all about the kink. And the kink is important - for like a whole 10% of it, maybe 20 some days. For me the kink is just a physical expression of something far more profound.... that trust and... just giving yourself over to something that is bigger than the sum of it's parts.

    I said somewhere once that M/s relationships are co-dependant, and copped a bit of flak for it because of the negative connotations that get attached to that word. So I stopped saying it, but I've never stopped thinking it. That's why they scare me so much - I have to put aside all the self protection instincts and all the things I keep hidden and be willing to expose the bits that matter and.... history.... it's awful exposed and vulnerable out there if it goes bad. And I have to step up and try not to drop any catches because I'm catching for two and I'm not always good enough to do that. I'm plenty fallible. And the hardest part can be forgiving myself because... everyone drops some of the catches.

    And we do all this for what? I run out of words trying to describe that intensity and feeling of rightness when it works: I've felt it and still can't explain it. A partner who becomes an addiction. And yet not really a partner: "the other half of me" feels more accurate. Everyone thinks M/s is like D/s but it's not... I'm not even sure if it is M/s, it feels more like S/s, because both become property of the dynamic.

    It scares the shit out of me to be honest: if I don't go out there I can't get hurt but it also draws me in like a moth to a flame... Because I don't just want it.... I need it... to be truly alive I need it

    *grins and mutters something about that moan when I bite and she doesn't want to move because of the pain if she pulls away... but shes trying to frantically pump her hips to orgasm at the same time because I've just gone dead still to make her work for it*
Of course they are co-dependent and symbiotic as well. As we have discussed, I would still choose the rise and take the risk rather than be a liar to myself. Because, I don't just want it....I need it. Yaas to be truly alive...

*purrs at the thought of that moment...and the determination I feel when he makes me work for it, and then space hits...and there is no pain, just exultation to another plane where we are one*


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/6/2020 6:00 pm

    Quoting Vulpinewarrior:
    So intelligent and descriptive of how the dynamic works at the next level. Very stimulating.
Thank you very much


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/6/2020 6:02 pm

Its a mirror image isn't it?


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/6/2020 6:02 pm

    Quoting jenny14:
    poetess

    Want and need may be different but sometimes, they merge.....:

    This is BEAUTIFUL!
Yes Jenny exactly


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/6/2020 6:03 pm

    Quoting ARomanticSadist:
    I once knew someone that needed all of that, but she was not in the right place in her life to accept it. Such a shame, I hope she is a better person now.
Timing is everything my friend


alwaysassertive 63M

7/6/2020 6:09 pm

good video for that song too..I have a lot of their stuff. (Saving Abel ) They played at a county fair last year in Southern Illinois. I think it was about 12 or 13 dollars to see them..can't exactly remember. The black keys are good too if you get a chance. I'm always making a custom mix for the car depending on my mood. Gold on the ceiling is a good song, at least for me, but then I'm not so focused on the words as I am with the music. Rock n Ron aint no riddle, to me it makes good sense. I'll always be rock n. Expressing you needs made me smile. Unfulfilled are you? A man should see a woman's mind first 4E696b6b69. Try not to settle.


JoElspanstp 70M

7/6/2020 10:23 pm

It is. There are two sides of the coin. It is the reciprocal nature of things in this realm.


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/7/2020 2:21 am

    Quoting JoElspanstp:
    It is. There are two sides of the coin. It is the reciprocal nature of things in this realm.
I wrote a piece called Two Sides if the Coin, its a must read


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/7/2020 2:22 am

    Quoting alwaysassertive:
    good video for that song too..I have a lot of their stuff. (Saving Abel ) They played at a county fair last year in Southern Illinois. I think it was about 12 or 13 dollars to see them..can't exactly remember. The black keys are good too if you get a chance. I'm always making a custom mix for the car depending on my mood. Gold on the ceiling is a good song, at least for me, but then I'm not so focused on the words as I am with the music. Rock n Ron aint no riddle, to me it makes good sense. I'll always be rock n. Expressing you needs made me smile. Unfulfilled are you? A man should see a woman's mind first 4E696b6b69. Try not to settle.
I am fulfilled by many things, but I damn sure dont settle which is why I am still single



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