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Now is a splinter of her Miss Content Its fucked up. Usually I enjoy being grateful for all I have. I don't have to think about it or work to acknowledge it, it just usually...is. Not so the past few years. Not because Im happy or unhappy. I lack for nothing. I have most needs and many wants met in full. I like the month of November because it usually makes me focus on gratitude and thankfulness daily instead of as it comes to me situationally. Consciously anyway. Maybe I just feel guilty because I don't pay attention like I used to. Call it hormones or human nature or just a curve in the cyclical ride we call life, but honestly MEH isnt a good place to live. Im kicking my own ass to make me be more me. Not that Ive forgotten, but its so damn easy to just sink into discontented complacency. Can there be such a thing as silent gratitude? Sure but....not really. It isn't even lip service, it's slipshod service. I thought about how much I need to step up and put in actions not just words or even worse....thoughts. I considered facebook where my family and friends would join in, but honestly....Im not sure I can come up with a gratitude a day and then it struck me..... Why do FB when I can use ALT the place I also neglect on a daily(weekly, ok monthly) basis. If I'm gonna suck it up and step it up and prove to myself that I can stand up and embrace what I always took for granted before menopausapathy kicked in, it makes more sense to me to do it at a place that I also struggle to visit and appreciate. Its flawed, somewhat outdated and far from ideal, just like me but l have found care and hope and sexysilliality and friends and craziness and tears and heart and knowledge and laughter and for that I am truly grateful! In other(better) words As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. John F. Kennedy Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~ |
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It's so good to see you ! Discontent with a side of contentment is a pretty common affliction and so hard to cure. Come back to visit more often and maybe we can bring back something that resembles Cuzi again......
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Yeahhhhhh. Welcome home babe, I missed ya!
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11/2/2019 9:54 pm |
you ever been stuck or knotted let me know if you are interested
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11/2/2019 10:11 pm |
you looking to get dirty and looking to meet and try new things
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cuzi Welcome Back! I am delighted you have chosen here to express your feelings A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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sexysilliality has to be my new word of the month. At least until the alt arbitrary word censorship engine springs into action and starts deleting it.
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Glad to see your blogging. "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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11/3/2019 11:18 am |
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It's so good to see you ! Discontent with a side of contentment is a pretty common affliction and so hard to cure. Come back to visit more often and maybe we can bring back something that resembles Cuzi again...... It IS horribly common and seemingly resistant to everything. It's like soul flu. I wonder if Walgreens has a vaccine? I'm aiming for a visit a day through Thanksgiving, so we'll see what we shall see. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Yeahhhhhh. Welcome home babe, I missed ya! keep up the good work. I have far more faith in your alt faithfulness than I do my own Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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you ever been stuck or knotted let me know if you are interested Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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you looking to get dirty and looking to meet and try new things Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Hey! Im coming around to the robot way of life and not just because I still havent bought a roomba yet. Baby steps though. Im still patting myself on the back over getting a smart phone in 2018. years AFTER my mother. I like impracticality as well as far flung and fetched poolside convos. Especially if there are cabana boys that might be androids. Can there be star embroidered pointed hats. I do love Sorcerers Apprentice. Not really, I simply like Night on Bald Mountain and the pointy hat. Lol you really do like to give my dictionary a run for its money. You said turbid. I read turgid(shush it) and was confused for a moment there thinking wait....I LIKE turgid. You are much adored. I want my own pointy hat to go with the lighting bolts and dry dirty dusty old cranky fuckers Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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The stuck, sucks? lol That made me laugh. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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What a kind thing to say, Thank you. I do happen to agree that Im very blessed to have a long history of amazing family and friends who appreciate me as much as if not more than even i appreciate them. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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cuzi Welcome Back! I am delighted you have chosen here to express your feelings Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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sexysilliality has to be my new word of the month. At least until the alt arbitrary word censorship engine springs into action and starts deleting it. Darn word chopper filters are viciou on posts. I know not to try to edit a post once its up or it gets hacked ala alt and I cant stand how badly they butcher it. SO far, not hitting edit has kept me chop free. Lol all errors are my own. Im irritated with me cuz the title was supposed to be MissED Content Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Glad to see your blogging. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Heya there girly. How nice to see you around! I appreciate you stopping by to say HI. Im aiming for one a day but I dunno, girl. Kicking ones own buttocks isnt easy. Can you get carpal tunnel in your hip from back kicks? Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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cool Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Kinda mushy, don't you think? And yes, it's always livelier when your around. Now give me a
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Kinda mushy, don't you think? And yes, it's always livelier when your around. Now give me a I'm turning over a new leaf in the spirit of fall. I'm mushless and topping myself into bottomy blogging. HA! Hows that for throwing a bit of faux alt into it. Damn I couldn't find that emoji the other day when I was looking for it. I'm copy & pasting it here and now, just for you!!!! Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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November is gratitude month. Howling at the moon and mal ad osteo.
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November is gratitude month. Nice to see you around. I hope you're doing swimmingly Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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hmmmmmm food for thought
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hmmmmmm food for thought Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Really, a rainstorm(literal) was dissed? By who? I'll beat em up cuz I love a good thunderstorm. As long as its warmish anyway. There is an over abundance of cranky and dirty on the internet and any shadowed place. Anonymity breeds animistic behavior, but people have always been like that. Thats why lying was invented. I dunno though, Id rather not fuss at everyone cuz they exist, i save my fussng for the chose few Blue pointy hat with silver stars!!!! Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Well, I dunno about all that, ok thats not entirely true, you know it irritates me all the language skewing that didnt HAVE to be done as globalization occurred, yet was anyway, AND how people are supposed to TALK to communicate not write, but I will say this....As the owner of a bush, I can say with 100% certainty that more lies are told in the cynical and selfish persuit of bush than all other pursuits put together. Is that what you meant? Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Nah, I like my interpretation better Tis not the vernacular that was muddy, but those cloak y'allisms were 99% purely delightful as an Ivory snow soapbox tent revival. xoxo Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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50 dollars!! They.ve lost their damn minds! Retro packaging or not, lol that be some expensive soap. Soap and laundry detergent can be fighting fuel for sure. We defend our favorites rabidly and bleach the shit out of anyone who tries to change our minds. Oh no, he done gone southern hicksville agin. Despite my lack of survivor watching skills, I do know what gar is, thankfully not first hand, only by steadfast friendly education by alt dear ones who love me even off alt. I may hap not 'preciate crazy soap sales but I sure do love me some crazy random animal kingdom critters and wild childs. Yup Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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You just love to stir and stir and stir. I though I was the one who wanted to tweak nips lol Bitches do be stubborn about that soapy stuff.Only the mfg can get us to change our minds by messing with a good thing for no damn reason. I havent been able to use 2 of my old faves for years now because of the way thet changed the scent or something. I now break out in a rash if I use them. grrrr Reversing back is what all countries need to do and stop the concrete, steel and mirrorglass monstrosities that are starving the land. Dont even get me started on oil and jet fuel. Hmmmmm can you make airtight clay jars in your tinning plant, or maybe glass? I think that would be responsible and earth friendly. I'll buy stock now so I can get in on the underground floor. As anti little guy as it is, whenever I hear people bitching about how big businesses get such sweet tax breaks and make such big money, I always think immediately of what one company(microsoft maybe) posted about 20 years ago on what their monthly electric bill was. It was something obscene like 585,000. I bitch if mine goes over 40! Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Sounds divine, sweetie. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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You know I have a love hate thing for ol will. He was brilliant and funny but bordered so heavy on irony and sarcasm that me, being a very different time and audience than he was writing for, can be easily put off by the lack of clarity of intent. That was what I was aiming for with thinking that schools should teach kids the steps and purpose of what amounts to best, the serenity prayer. It would serve more purpose then memorizing dates of the French and Indian war. You've been trying to see if people could read your mind for ages. Usually after you put on a tinfoil hat to block your thoughts. Its kind of like cheating f you ask me. Id rather read the bumps on your head after hitting you with my frying pan. No mind reading involved but I can see and feel whats on your mind! Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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I do adore you, so. I still dont watch survivor though I do remember the first season in 2000, not because I watched it but because a whole boat full of elegantly dressed diners were whining about missing it. Work dinner cruise. *shrugs* I was happy for the 2 hr water ride and free food. I think there was a naked guy. On survivor not the dinner cruise. Maybe not though. You have tried to convince me that you are a lot, A LOT of things, but mindless has never been and will never be one of them. Nice try though dreamy McSmarty Pants. Now to the important stuffs.... What machine?? Is it called A WHOA DUDE machine, cuz Id buy that? Strange things are afoot at the circle fuckssake xoxo Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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