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cuzisaid 53F  
5595 posts
11/2/2019 7:16 pm
Now is a splinter of her Miss Content


Its fucked up.

Usually I enjoy being grateful for all I have. I don't have to think about it or work to acknowledge it, it just usually...is.

Not so the past few years. Not because Im happy or unhappy. I lack for nothing. I have most needs and many wants met in full.

I like the month of November because it usually makes me focus on gratitude and thankfulness daily instead of as it comes to me situationally. Consciously anyway. Maybe I just feel guilty because I don't pay attention like I used to.

Call it hormones or human nature or just a curve in the cyclical ride we call life, but honestly MEH isnt a good place to live.

Im kicking my own ass to make me be more me. Not that Ive forgotten, but its so damn easy to just sink into discontented complacency.

Can there be such a thing as silent gratitude? Sure but....not really. It isn't even lip service, it's slipshod service.

I thought about how much I need to step up and put in actions not just words or even worse....thoughts. I considered facebook where my family and friends would join in, but honestly....Im not sure I can come up with a gratitude a day and then it struck me.....

Why do FB when I can use ALT the place I also neglect on a daily(weekly, ok monthly) basis. If I'm gonna suck it up and step it up and prove to myself that I can stand up and embrace what I always took for granted before menopausapathy kicked in, it makes more sense to me to do it at a place that I also struggle to visit and appreciate.

Its flawed, somewhat outdated and far from ideal, just like me but l have found care and hope and sexysilliality and friends and craziness and tears and heart and knowledge and laughter and for that I am truly grateful!

In other(better) words

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.

John F. Kennedy

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


drmgirl622 68F  
25884 posts
11/2/2019 7:54 pm

It's so good to see you ! Discontent with a side of contentment is a pretty common affliction and so hard to cure. Come back to visit more often and maybe we can bring back something that resembles Cuzi again......


aHedonist 51M
7510 posts
11/2/2019 9:28 pm

Yeahhhhhh. Welcome home babe, I missed ya!


knott4milfs 30M

11/2/2019 9:54 pm

you ever been stuck or knotted let me know if you are interested


sosb22 25M

11/2/2019 10:11 pm

you looking to get dirty and looking to meet and try new things


jenny14 75T  
90125 posts
11/2/2019 11:42 pm

cuzi

Welcome Back! I am delighted you have chosen here to express your feelings


A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


Nsa2tie 68M  
640 posts
11/3/2019 1:33 am

sexysilliality has to be my new word of the month. At least until the alt arbitrary word censorship engine springs into action and starts deleting it.


DancingDom 74M
22475 posts
11/3/2019 2:20 am

Glad to see your blogging.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


sambrennan6922 26M

11/3/2019 11:18 am

cool


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 9:35 pm

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    It's so good to see you ! Discontent with a side of contentment is a pretty common affliction and so hard to cure. Come back to visit more often and maybe we can bring back something that resembles Cuzi again......
Thank you, hon, its nice to see you too.

It IS horribly common and seemingly resistant to everything. It's like soul flu. I wonder if Walgreens has a vaccine?

I'm aiming for a visit a day through Thanksgiving, so we'll see what we shall see.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 9:37 pm

    Quoting aHedonist:
    Yeahhhhhh. Welcome home babe, I missed ya!
I missed you too, so Im glad to see us both around at the same time.

keep up the good work. I have far more faith in your alt faithfulness than I do my own

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 9:39 pm

    Quoting knott4milfs:
    you ever been stuck or knotted let me know if you are interested
I dunno. What exactly is 'stuck' other than a prison yard shanking?

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 9:40 pm

    Quoting sosb22:
    you looking to get dirty and looking to meet and try new things
Sure, just bring a note from your mom saying I can keep you out on a school night.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 9:55 pm

    Quoting  :

Hey! Im coming around to the robot way of life and not just because I still havent bought a roomba yet. Baby steps though. Im still patting myself on the back over getting a smart phone in 2018. years AFTER my mother.

I like impracticality as well as far flung and fetched poolside convos. Especially if there are cabana boys that might be androids. Can there be star embroidered pointed hats. I do love Sorcerers Apprentice. Not really, I simply like Night on Bald Mountain and the pointy hat.

Lol you really do like to give my dictionary a run for its money. You said turbid. I read turgid(shush it) and was confused for a moment there thinking wait....I LIKE turgid.

You are much adored. I want my own pointy hat to go with the lighting bolts and dry dirty dusty old cranky fuckers

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 9:56 pm

    Quoting  :

The stuck, sucks? lol That made me laugh.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 10:00 pm

    Quoting  :

What a kind thing to say, Thank you. I do happen to agree that Im very blessed to have a long history of amazing family and friends who appreciate me as much as if not more than even i appreciate them.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 10:02 pm

    Quoting jenny14:
    cuzi

    Welcome Back! I am delighted you have chosen here to express your feelings

Jenny honey, Im grateful for your always gracious and supportive visits.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 10:07 pm

    Quoting Nsa2tie:
    sexysilliality has to be my new word of the month. At least until the alt arbitrary word censorship engine springs into action and starts deleting it.
It is a fun silly word that all can share as they dare.

Darn word chopper filters are viciou on posts. I know not to try to edit a post once its up or it gets hacked ala alt and I cant stand how badly they butcher it. SO far, not hitting edit has kept me chop free. Lol all errors are my own.

Im irritated with me cuz the title was supposed to be MissED Content

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 10:09 pm

Thank you, Dancer. Its nice to see you as well. lol NOT that Ive been on FET lately to catch up either but........

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 10:13 pm

    Quoting  :

Heya there girly. How nice to see you around! I appreciate you stopping by to say HI. Im aiming for one a day but I dunno, girl. Kicking ones own buttocks isnt easy. Can you get carpal tunnel in your hip from back kicks?

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/3/2019 10:17 pm

Word!

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


tahimikbayani 53M
8008 posts
11/4/2019 4:22 pm

Kinda mushy, don't you think? And yes, it's always livelier when your around. Now give me a


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/4/2019 11:42 pm

    Quoting tahimikbayani:
    Kinda mushy, don't you think? And yes, it's always livelier when your around. Now give me a
You know good and well that was not mushy. Especially not MY mushy.

I'm turning over a new leaf in the spirit of fall. I'm mushless and topping myself into bottomy blogging. HA! Hows that for throwing a bit of faux alt into it.

Damn I couldn't find that emoji the other day when I was looking for it. I'm copy & pasting it here and now, just for you!!!!



Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


JohnnyLightning 65M  
9554 posts
11/6/2019 4:42 pm

November is gratitude month.

Howling at the moon and mal ad osteo.


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/6/2019 11:14 pm

It is, and Im doing my darnedest to keep up with it this year as best I can.

Nice to see you around. I hope you're doing swimmingly

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


Dungegard2007 61M
75 posts
11/13/2019 8:54 am

hmmmmmm food for thought


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/13/2019 11:27 pm

If only it came with a butterscotch coating *nom, nom, nom*

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/17/2019 10:39 pm

Really, a rainstorm(literal) was dissed? By who? I'll beat em up cuz I love a good thunderstorm. As long as its warmish anyway.

There is an over abundance of cranky and dirty on the internet and any shadowed place. Anonymity breeds animistic behavior, but people have always been like that. Thats why lying was invented. I dunno though, Id rather not fuss at everyone cuz they exist, i save my fussng for the chose few

Blue pointy hat with silver stars!!!!

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/19/2019 10:25 pm

    Quoting  :

Well, I dunno about all that, ok thats not entirely true, you know it irritates me all the language skewing that didnt HAVE to be done as globalization occurred, yet was anyway, AND how people are supposed to TALK to communicate not write, but I will say this....As the owner of a bush, I can say with 100% certainty that more lies are told in the cynical and selfish persuit of bush than all other pursuits put together.

Is that what you meant?

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/21/2019 12:27 am

    Quoting  :

Nah, I like my interpretation better

Tis not the vernacular that was muddy, but those cloak y'allisms were 99% purely delightful as an Ivory snow soapbox tent revival. xoxo

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/22/2019 1:08 am

    Quoting  :

50 dollars!! They.ve lost their damn minds! Retro packaging or not, lol that be some expensive soap.

Soap and laundry detergent can be fighting fuel for sure. We defend our favorites rabidly and bleach the shit out of anyone who tries to change our minds.

Oh no, he done gone southern hicksville agin. Despite my lack of survivor watching skills, I do know what gar is, thankfully not first hand, only by steadfast friendly education by alt dear ones who love me even off alt.

I may hap not 'preciate crazy soap sales but I sure do love me some crazy random animal kingdom critters and wild childs. Yup

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/23/2019 1:37 am

    Quoting  :

You just love to stir and stir and stir. I though I was the one who wanted to tweak nips lol

Bitches do be stubborn about that soapy stuff.Only the mfg can get us to change our minds by messing with a good thing for no damn reason. I havent been able to use 2 of my old faves for years now because of the way thet changed the scent or something. I now break out in a rash if I use them. grrrr

Reversing back is what all countries need to do and stop the concrete, steel and mirrorglass monstrosities that are starving the land. Dont even get me started on oil and jet fuel. Hmmmmm can you make airtight clay jars in your tinning plant, or maybe glass? I think that would be responsible and earth friendly. I'll buy stock now so I can get in on the underground floor.

As anti little guy as it is, whenever I hear people bitching about how big businesses get such sweet tax breaks and make such big money, I always think immediately of what one company(microsoft maybe) posted about 20 years ago on what their monthly electric bill was. It was something obscene like 585,000. I bitch if mine goes over 40!

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/23/2019 11:50 pm

    Quoting  :

Sounds divine, sweetie.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/25/2019 11:01 pm

    Quoting  :

You know I have a love hate thing for ol will. He was brilliant and funny but bordered so heavy on irony and sarcasm that me, being a very different time and audience than he was writing for, can be easily put off by the lack of clarity of intent.

That was what I was aiming for with thinking that schools should teach kids the steps and purpose of what amounts to best, the serenity prayer. It would serve more purpose then memorizing dates of the French and Indian war.

You've been trying to see if people could read your mind for ages. Usually after you put on a tinfoil hat to block your thoughts. Its kind of like cheating f you ask me.

Id rather read the bumps on your head after hitting you with my frying pan. No mind reading involved but I can see and feel whats on your mind!

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/26/2019 10:52 pm

    Quoting  :

I do adore you, so. I still dont watch survivor though I do remember the first season in 2000, not because I watched it but because a whole boat full of elegantly dressed diners were whining about missing it. Work dinner cruise. *shrugs* I was happy for the 2 hr water ride and free food. I think there was a naked guy. On survivor not the dinner cruise. Maybe not though.

You have tried to convince me that you are a lot, A LOT of things, but mindless has never been and will never be one of them. Nice try though dreamy McSmarty Pants.

Now to the important stuffs....

What machine?? Is it called A WHOA DUDE machine, cuz Id buy that? Strange things are afoot at the circle fuckssake xoxo

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~



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