Me and why I am here. I see now it was a pathway. You see , it all began by suddenly realising that sex can be spiritual experience quite beyond normal earthbound pleasures and mystical in its delights. Then lots of things fell into place when I was introduced to Sex Magick. Briefly, Sex Magick is a belief in the power to change events in a supernatural way through the enhanced energy of intense male arousal. It seemed to me beautifully natural to accept women's role in serving the male in these rituals. Then the journey opened up,
A lovely man from the Sex Magick community explained that my need to please was natural but that most women of my generation had buried their nature under modern thinking about women's role in society. People so rarely identify as pleasers but I think a lot of people are, not just me.
Again it all made sense, talking to this friend we both realised this related to my love of all things 1950s. The attitudes, fashions, movies . Everything.
So my life has followed a pathway.This led to my setting up my Birdcage 1950s Bordello here in Alt. It's now Miss Lee's Bordello.
My latest interest has come out of nowhere, I have been drawn into the amazing world of pony girls and pony play. Watch this space!
Am I a submissive? I don tknow., Maybe just a bit of a confused slut?
Why does bdsm excite me in theory but scare me in parctice? There's a mystery.
My favourite quotes?
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
Marilyn Monroe
Women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition.
Marilyn Monroe
And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
Anais Nin
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My Ideal Person:
I fall head over heels in love much too often so I must have endless ideal people musn't I?
But really, its just about connection isnt it with shared interests .
Oh, tall, wealthy , handsome , kind, generous and a snappy dresser work as well!
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