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Member Since: November 9, 2011

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Gender:   Woman
Birthdate:   October 15, 1967
(51 years old)
Astrological Compatibility
Lives in:   Simpsonville, South Carolina, United States
Height:   5 ft 8 in / 172-175 cm
Body Type:   Average
Smoking:   I'm a non-smoker
Drinking:   I'm a light/social drinker
Drugs:   I don't use drugs
Education:   PhD/MD/Post doctorate
Race:   Caucasian
Sexual Orientation:   Straight
Speaks:   English
Hair Color:   Blonde
Hair Length :   Long
Eye Color :   Green
Glasses or Contacts :   Contacts

I think about ALT lifestyle:   All the time
Role:   Submissive
Level of Experience:   More than five years
Dress:   Prefer not to say
Social Orientation :   Prefer not to say
Safe Sex:   Yes
Demeanor:   Prefer not to say

Body Decorations : Earring(s)
Breast Size: 38 / 85 DD (E, if no DD)
Pubic Hair: Prefer not to say
Marital Status: Married
Have Children: Yes. We sometimes live together.
Want Children : No
Religion: Spiritual


51 year old Woman in Simpsonville, South Carolina, United States Looking For: Men

Profile for subrubbed
i was lucky enough to have found an incredible Master and Soulmate. W/we had a 24/7 M/s relationship that was based on mutual respect. After over 6 years together He died suddenly in early October 2018 and my heart is broken.

i'm not looking for someone to replace Him. That is not possible. Now i have to figure out how to suddenly not live my life as a submissive. i'm not a push-over. i'm a strong woman. But it is a lot to figure out.

What i've written below is my attempt to summarize my BDSM journey.

I discovered my submission naturally when I realized all the effort it took not to beg my former vanilla boyfriend to use me any way he wanted. Since then I've been on a journey of self-exploration and I've been very lucky to find incredible friends and mentors in this community.

I'm a successful professional woman. I've always been an overachiever and the rock that friends and family can count on, but I secretly hid so many qualities that I thought made me "weak" and "dependent". It was incredibly freeing to find out these qualities can actually be strengths that are prized and cherished by a Man.

I’m done with men who have a tentative approach to me. They don’t want to rock the boat or hurt my feelings. They touch me gingerly and always play it safe. I intimidate them and never know where I stand in the relationship. I don’t know if the compliments they give are true or just made up to placate me.

No, I crave the touch of a strong man. A man who knows what he wants and feels entitled to take it however he wants. I want to know I feed the animal inside him and he unleashes all his carnal desire on me. I want to be possessed, consumed, devoured, taken, controlled, and used.

If you want to know more about me, check out my blog - Musings of a Mindful One - or my FL profile (same name). [if254 1]

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